freedom in personal truth
"i was proud of her. she was a distance hunter. she stalked happiness for decades with relentless focus. a single desire to do better, to be better. and she pounced with raging ferocity at every opening, the metallic taste of purpose between her teeth."
2/2 I think the simple fact is that I write because it's me. Like my fingers or my lungs, it's not even an extension of me, but rather an essential bit in the human-shaped cloud of bits that is me. I write because I think. I write because words give pigments to my feelings. I write because I can't not write, any more than I can't not feel or breathe. I write because I am.
Prompt #3: Why do you write?
I could answer this pretty directly, but it would most likely be a cop-out or a half-answer that only gives a sliver of the full truth. I could answer with ten pages of angst-filled ramblings about my soul and it still might not answer the question. 1/2
been waiting for sunshine to get back on the trail....well worth the wait ๐บโ๏ธ
long time no toot. throwing one out there to confirm I do exist.
puting out the most positive of energy today. y'all be you and don't ever apologize for being your amazing selves โค๏ธ
"my destiny is louder than my comfort" -- yrsa daley-ward
well damn.
*gets back to grind*
"...we'll be wanting the voices of writers who can see alternatives to how we live now, can see through our fear-stricken society and its obsessive technologies to other ways of being, and even imagine real grounds for hope. We'll need writers who can remember freedom โ poets, visionaries, realists of a larger reality." - UKLeGuin
"If you're afraid to write it, that's a good sign.
I suppose you know you're writing the truth when you're terrified." --Yrsa Daley-Ward
and this is why my public facing writing feels so stunted. fear of being honest, fear of being judged, fear of being misunderstood. i've slain many proverbial dragons in my life, but this one...gah, it's a beast.
It's not that I want to be off the grid. I just want to build my own.
Happy 2018 ๐ It's gonna be a good one, i knows it ๐๐
as much as I try to appreciate 'free time' and unplanned relaxation, I can't help but get ansty. which leads to anxiety. which leads to questions about life choices. which leads to frantic searching for meaning in life. all culminating in an overall malaise and lack of a sense of purpose.
yeah, I gotta learn how to appreciate *not* being busy heheh ๐๐
loving this shot....loving my new hobby โค๏ธ๐ท https://playvicious.social/media/CzVHW4FMEMp0TyNGJcI
yep. and it can be a looooong walk. https://playvicious.social/media/btfogjiAkzRNDgPrTb4
it took me a looong time to learn, but do NOT undervalue yourself! whether professionally or personally, know your worth and fight for it. trust me, it pays off ๐ ๐
---> keep ur chin upโ๏ธ#mood
"It's like in the great stories Mr. Frodo.
The ones that really mattered.
Full of darkness and danger they were,
and sometimes you didn't want to know the end.
Because how could the end be happy.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad happened.
But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow.
Even darkness must pass.
A new day will come.
And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
Those were the stories that stayed with you."
ah ginger tea, you magnificent brew โ๐
because why not catch a cold even tho you've only spent about 4hrs outside in the last week, amiright?
grey skies and wet snow ๐
if authentically loving makes you softer, then I'm freakn squishy ๐คทโค๏ธ
https://playvicious.social/media/7cFxG_ueP2PrE6YPwV4
jimminy h. christmas. when it rains, for the sweet love of Pete it pours ๐