If you haven't noticed by now, I don't give a _fuck_ about performing for allies.
One is on the side of equality or they are not. Period
If you're 'allyship' is based on my words making you feel good about your meager efforts to try and be a marginally decent person, we're not on the same side.
I'm not the guy to talk to if you need a pat on the head or your belly rubbed to inspire to you fight against hate.
If that's what you need, you're following the wrong person.